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Last night I had a strange dream. I rarely remember my dreams so I always try to write them down when I do. At first, I only remembered that I was crying in my dream. They were happy tears, but I couldn't recall was caused them. Then, I was sitting at my desk and it came to me. Parker had come up to me and said "Parker love Mama." Every parent dreams of the day their child can express love in words. It made me wonder if I will get to hear that and how long it may take to come. He doesn't even call me mama, mommy, or mom. I know that I will get those words some day, but, like all things, the waiting is the hardest part. I know that he loves me, otherwise he wouldn't cry when I leave a room.
For now I will just have to pray for a calm heart and try to be patient.
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. -John 14:27